A Response To The Hatred

It's been a few days now... I still can't stop thinking about it all. I guess the question of why comes up. The simple answer is this. Yes, Charlie Kirk died for what he believed. But it's more, much more than this. It's more than political because what Charlie consistently spoke on was grounded in the Bible. And that is why he was hated. The anger people spat at him were those who disagreed with God. Charlie was simply showing a better way to live to the youth on college campuses. And as it turns out, the shooter came from a conservative home. His influences weren't from home. It was the college, the media, all the anti-God outlets that spread hate.

Charlie was not afraid to ever bring up God in the debates. In fact, he often said the Bible is the ultimate source for what he believed and conducted his life. Sure, he was political, but these campuses he was on, he engaged the students on the basis of morality and decency, of truth and right and wrong. You don't get those answers from a government. You get that from the Bible. And he showed that flawlessly. That's why he was murdered.

And then came the most shocking thing of all for me and what has left me shaken.

The absolute hatred, cheering, the praising of murder from across the internet as though Charlie was the most vile human for having an opinion based on the Bible. They laughed just as the media laughed. They wanted him dead long ago because truth of morality and right and wrong is like a knife being stuck in your side if you're on the opposite side. Truth bites hard.

I just finished watching a youtube video of a girl who does all things Star Wars. She's not political at all. But yesterday, she said she was left in total shock. She was furious, said she had cried all night because of what she had seen. And the comments and the hatred that poured over the internet, the cheering for murder. And most of these are from young people. She mentioned also the stabbing of the Ukrainian girl on the train where nobody did anything to help. She was over it all, heart broken and shaken to the core.

There's an evil that is in the United States and abroad. You can see it affect the youth. It's madness on a degree it should be signaling a warning to everyone to wake up! Something is seriously wrong! When one side of our gov asks for a moment to remember the death of Charlie Kirk and the opposing side screams at them saying he deserved to die? For having an opinion? For sharing what he saw as a good way to live? Showing real science?

The hate is boiling over.

And I got to thinking, maybe it's gotten to me so much because I remember what hate felt like. It's a place I remember well and not in a good way. It's a dark place in my life I know intimately and if I could, warn every single person to flee from. Don't walk away, run!

Hate is a poison that slips in through the cracks but is like glue. It sticks to you until one day you realize you've become its prisoner. It's a drug that warps your mind. It feeds on your feelings and manipulates.

There's a spiritual war going on and they use this over and over. There's a darkness covering our lands. We've given ground that should never been free to give. We've lost the will to fight for truth. On the west coast of the United States, pagan shops are open everywhere. But if we mention Jesus, we are labeled haters, homophobic, racist, bigots, etc. But if we wear a pentagon, an upside down cross, we're celebrated. I just find that to be very ironic. You accept there is a spirit realm more and more. But if I identify as a Christian, I'm stupid?

I've heard over and over that the universities in the United States have an agenda to single out Christians and either change them or attack them. THIS is what Charlie Kirk was confronting head on. He knew this. He knew the colleges were poisoning the minds of the students to be indoctrinated by a certain belief that at its core, warps the mind and slowly kills. Statistics show that in the LGBTQ community, the suicide rate is raging. Gender transition, afterwards, shows that most young people want to die. It's a spiritual attack being led by leaders of institutes.

We've seen this already with MK Ultra, which the TV series, "Stranger Things" is based on. It was an actual CIA project that was never meant to be found out by the public but was. A massive hearing was done on the exploitation of child experimentation! We have the boxes that weren't burned showing they did horrific things to get results including forcing the child to kill, using ritualistic things, calling on spirits, etc. It was satanic and all done by the CIA.

When you look at what is being taught, what is going on in the scientific communities, at world summit meetings saying Christians are the hinderance of humanity's ability to grow....They were speaking of transitioning. Everything lately has that word attached. The speaker at the 1995 world summit meeting blasted Christians for their moral attitude based on the Bible. It was getting in the way of becoming one...transitioning. This was followed by a prayer to Osiris. This literally happened.

There is a war that is raging and seems that today, we see that having opinions based on biblical morals, are to be met with hatred and violence. And when violence occurs anywhere, turn your head and look away. This is chaos. It's the exact opposite of God's design and what the enemy pushes.

There are those who want to throw away the whole good vs evil, God vs Satan, that that's all nonsense.

My life growing up tells me it's not. I am the product of a person who's heart was always wanting murder. I hated all things that walked the Earth. I lived in a state of death at age 15 where hell was a reality. I was a prisoner of hate I couldn't escape because I tried many times. But it was thick with me and I remember seeing people walk on the opposite side of the halls just because I was there. I didn't have to say a word and they feared me. I was addicted to it and craved it in a way only a warped and depraved mind would. Because all I saw was death. I wanted them dead. I wanted for everything that had breath to fall over dead. I laughed at the idea while part of me, a very small part, knew something else was with me, controlling the narrative. I lived in two realms, the waking and a dream-like state where I was in hell caught up in my own self. And yet the whole time, I lived with an unending pain that tore me apart from the inside out. There was no escaping the torment.

This is where hate leads you to. And I was its prisoner who cried everyday in silence while images of death crossed my mind all day long. I was lost in hell. You see, at 15, in rage against God, I prayed to Satan and told him I'd follow him. Little did I know what that meant or how real it would become.

Nobody talks about what the Bible says of demons. We skim over it and move on because we don't want to discuss spiritual things, just that the Bible is our self-help book. We don't talk about Paul explaining in Ephesians 6 that we are always in a spiritual war. Our enemy is not the people around us. The enemy is who is using them.

I'll give you a great example from a game to put it in this generation's context. In "Castlevania Symphony of the Night," Richter is the protagonist in the previous game who's story is he fights the darkness and the creatures of Dracula. In Symphony of the Night, Alucard, who is Dracula's son becomes the main character. Partway through the game, Alucard has to fight Richter because he's become evil. Later on, you realize it's not Richter who is evil but a spirit who is controlling him.

THAT is what is happening now. Nobody wants to look beyond the veil and see that Ephesians 6 is what we're seeing Today! It's always been this way but has become blatantly obvious in recent years. Truth becomes irrelevant, right becomes wrong, the entirety of the ordered world is being reversed using the emotions of people. It's a spiritual attack on creation.

I lived this death dream and can attest that when you walk down that road to its end, you don't come out without a miracle. That miracle happened when I was 17 and almost killed someone. I was suicidal, walked in the middle of the road late at night many times with a black trench coat on so nobody could see me. I wanted to get hit. God had other plans and I got angry when it didn't happen.

In the cold evening of March, I knelt in the snow screaming at God and had my first ever real talk with Him. And at the end, surrendered. Was it all happy and carefree, no problems at all afterward? If you think that, you live in a fairytale.

But what did happen is that the chains I had wrapped around me for years were broken. The hate, the constant pain, the suicidal rages all ended. It was taken away and you can say what you want but I know how hard I fought to get free and couldn't. THAT was a miracle. And I cried out to God worshipping Him for setting me free. I knew what He did on the cross 2000 years ago, bled out for me and you. Sin always has a price. It's only a matter of who pays for it and if we accept that free gift.

Charlie understood this and fought for the youth who are struggling. He often showed the statistics of suicide in young people and where its coming from.

I'm writing this to give a bit of clarity with my own life. The hatred has built on lies which is clearly evident. You got people using clips of what he said but never once have i seen them show the full statement. Context matters! They're being led down a very dark road that will lead to the same place I was as a prisoner.

The only hope we have is truth shared. Truth that breaks the chains of hatred and gives hope to a desperate, dying world.

Jesus